One of the things that keeps me going throughout the day is my trip to Zambia. When I feel like drawing myself in the endless piles and piles of papers that need filing I think about December, about me sitting on that plane, and knowing that when I get off Ill be in Africa! I am ECSTATIC! For the past few weeks it has been back and forth yes no yes no, do i really want to do this? I could just go home? I'm nervous. What if the kids don't like me? I kept asking for some type of sign praying that something would help me decide. And everyday something happened that told me that I HAVE to do this. For example a woman who works with me actually used to live there. I told her about my "iffiness" about my trip and she raved about her time there ! and even invited me over next week to show me pictures and tell me stories. Little things like that have been happening everyday, someone knows someone whose been there or something like that....
I will continue this post later, maybe with updates on what my parents think about this. Ive got to run!
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